Sigh…the things that grieve my heart! People who don’t love themselves and then run rampant in the streets as narcissistic🤡s causing high levels of grief and anxiety to people who truly don’t deserve that!
I was 25 years old and I thought that because he was older, he was right! He didn’t allow me to have a voice in the matter and any expression of my feelings were labeled as an attack on him (how Sway)!!
In public view he was such a good person, but as soon as we got in the car, he was the mf devil!!!!! I went to our Pastor, his family, and I even went to the police department! Seems like nobody could help me!!🤔
It took some time but I helped my damn self!!!! I started fighting the lies of the enemy with the truth!!! Because technically my guy, you should’ve never even had this opportunity (flips hair)!
Anywho, I had to change the way I saw ME!! I had to become my own advocate because I knew the whole story!!
We’re nearing the end of October (Domestic Violence Awareness Month) but the crisis of abuse is continuing on!
He never hit me but one day I said to him, “I wish you would just hit me! At least then I’ll have proof!” He said, “You sound like my ex-wife.”[He’s still alive because he didn’t hit me]
I GOT OUT!!
Ladies, I KNOW how hard it is! But I also know how necessary it is to get OUT!! He doesn’t love himself and it’s evident in his abuse towards you! Fellas, get you some help!!! Forgive YOUR MOTHER, forgive yourself!! 🗣Do better
I know there are men out here battling abusive women as well, 🗣GET OUT SIR!! You can’t change her and she’s not trying to change!
I wasn’t sure where to go for support on this, especially being in a small town where everybody “think ” they know everybody! But I got out!!
You are not alone, there is help and you can start with my inbox! 💚
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